the "break" && "break up" situation

pretty much. this nigga a lame. hahaha
[4/25] mah twin & fav cuzzo was here so u already kno we was wildin
he was gettin jealous cuz he didnt have all my attention but besides dat
we been arguin, fussin, & cussin at each other every day since
easter.. yes i said easter mah nigga
let me tell u wat dis dumb fuk gon do
he gon aim sum bitch on mah fone sayin
i miss you... watz good wit me n u..
then get the bitch number
wtf.. is he fuckin dumb..
& den he not even gon close the convo
so of course ima read da shit
so i bust his ass & of course like a nigga
he gon act like he dnt kno wat im talkin bout
funny shit was he did dis wen we was n da car
n i remember he asked me 4 paper n a pen
wrote down the number & didnt write a name
that made me suspicious already but
i wasnt trippin til i seen them aims
so i went off n he was sayin it wasnt nothng
he was just gettin me bak for niggaz callin
mah fone.. i was like wtf he was like its revenge
im like we dont play the revenge game n he was like
i do cuz im not gon b feelin stupid & all dis bs
i was like the niggaz dat call me is mah homebois
he gon say they dnt needa be callin mah fone
they kno i have a bf n im like wtf u sound stupid
so after bout a wk that convo died down
then one of mah homebois aski me to go to
prom wit him cuz his gf cant go & i say yeah
i tell brian he koo wit it
den da nxt 2 days he goin crazy
flippin out & nxt thing i kno he sayin he dnt trust me no mo
why would i even ask to go to prom wit sum nigga
especially sum nigga he dnt even kno
i was like it woulda been alrite if it was one
of these carson niggaz he was like yeah cuz he kno dem
so im mad like wtf.. so we argue n argue bout dat
[gpa over hear us & tell me dnt let him run me
he cant tell me shit cuz there aint a ring on mah hand]
den he was havin dat watever attitude wit me
n was like ashley we need a break im like uh huh
he was like yeah a 20day break so we can calm dwn
i dnt wanna talk to u til after prom im mad im like wateva
so den a few days later he call me jus callin to see watz up wit me
how im doin im like im good.. den at dat moment i started missin him
he gt off da fone wit me. so wen im goin on mah walk
wit mah twin i call him & why the fuck do i hear moanin in the back
i put the fone on speaker n mah twin heard dat shit too
so i was hopin it was jus a porno but idts
im like wtf is dat he was like wat ashley wat do u want & all dis bs
im like wtf u mean wat i want obviously to talk if i called u
he was like u dnt have that leisure no more we on break
u cant call me i call u
im like man wateva n hang up
i call bak at like 10 sayin u tryna play me 40?
u got me fucked up? & he like wat u talkin bout
i was like wat was u doin earlier
sounded like he said fuckin but he said smokin i was like & wat else
he was like thats it im high as hell why
i was like i heard sumthin n the background
he was like naw u aint here nothing im the only one here
im like i aint dumb wtf 40 i aint stupid
he rush me off the fone
so den friday [5/1/09]
he call n im not home n i dnt like talkin
n front of mah gpa & i donty wanna be disrespectful
& yell & cuss around him
but 40 dont care he wanna talk bout stuff only wen he wanna
so we arguin i dont cuss its so hard cuz u kno datz part of mah vocab
he jus talkin bout how im changin n all dis stuff im like im not he like u is
im walkin round del amo swapmeet w. mah twin jus arguin & yellin at dis boi
& he like mah sis wanna talk to u im like i dnt wanan talk to nobody
he was like not even me im like no he was like so we thru i was like
did i say dat? he was like we gotta talk bout dis baby
n he was like baby i dnt wanna lose u n all dis stuff & mayb we should take it slow
im like we already on hold remember for 20days he was like we should take it slow til nxt year and pick up where we left off so we wont mess up this relationship cuz if we keep goin on how we is its not gon last n im like uh huh he was like ill still come visit u n stuff baby cuz i love u im like yeah n den he said he was gon call me bak datz wen i was n da car wen home n was chillin den i was on mah way to target n i was by mah lil bro skoo n he called bak n he was like ashley [he called frm a diff number] im like where u at he like home im like get on the other fone cuz it aint after 9 & this number aint on myfaves i was like call me bak he was like there mite not be another time i was like o well if datz how u want it he was like u dnt even care i dont even like it i was like ok he was like its over im like ok im sittin der he was like ashley its over, im like ok he was like bye ashley i was like bye & hung up.. && dat was dat..
bullshit rite

& oh yeah he gon have the nerve to tell me
cuz of me he dnt have no friends
all his friends left wen they found out
me & him was togther & his only friend is
that nesha gurl [the doo doo mama in cheetah boots]
shes sumwhere in a previous blog lol
but i dnt like dat bitch at all..