the worst day of my life

8/1/09 my bestfriend's life was taken away
he was shot in the head





its crazy cause i talked to him right before he got shot. it was strange because he called me & asked me about my day and he rushed me off the fone and said bestfriend ima call u back gimmie like 30minz i said ok he said remember i love u i was like ily2... BUT HE NEVER CALLED BACK :'( & he wont ever be able to call me back again :'( :'(

8/2/09 @ 9:87am i recieved this horrible text

im so sorry to tell you that antonio died last nite

10:11am he was shot in the head

then on 8/3/09 @ 12:53pm hey

1:01pm this is antonio's cuzzo his grandma wants to see u

me: okay, about what?

1:13pm its about antonio

me: what about him?

1:14pm he died

me: yeah i know, i found out yesterday

1:19pm ok now were waitin 4 his son to get out the hospital

me: what happend to his son?

1:21 his son had the bad flu




I LOST A PIECE OF ME WHEN I GOT THAT TEXT. I SERIOUSLY FEEL WEAK & TIRED. EVEN THOUGH HE DROVE ME CRAZY THAT WAS MY BESTFRIEND AND I WOULDVE STOPPED TEH WORLD TO MAKE SURE HE WAS OK :( BUT I WASNT THERE. I WASNT AT HIS SIDE. HE'S GONE NOW. BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART. I JUST WISH HE WAS STILL WITH ME. MY HEART HURTS. I MISS U BESTFRIEND. I WISH U WASNT GONE. WHY YOU BESTFRIEND? WHY YOU??? I LOVE YOU ANTONIO SMITH! WTF AM I POSED TO DO NOW? :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(