POEM WRITTEN BY ME CALLED "forever isnt so long now is it?"

The never ending bond we shared
soon collapsed before our eyes
in a blink of an eye you were gone
but why
now im sitting here puzzled
trying to put the pieces back together
but theres one missing
its you,
what does one do when all they know is gone
do they move on about as if nothing happend
or does it effect them greater than you know
all i know is the hurt that i bear
things arent so forever now are they?
nothing will be the same
for the moment is gone and this moment i am in grief
time waits for no one yet im waiting on you
is it my time to move on, 'cause you have?
or do i wait?
the plans we made are still set
yet they minus you and i
how could a friendship grow so cold
does one unwelcome the welcome
or does one let others influence them to become so unfamiliar
things arent so forever now are they?
a never-ending friendship ended sooner than expected
no one thought they would see you without i and i without you
but now its something there used to seeing
how does that make you feel?
no reason to be so distant from me
i was the one you turned to when you turned you back
on the world or they turned their back on you
i was the one to comfort you wen no one gave a damn
but yet im the one in wrong
u expect me to sit back and let you walk over me
but in reality im not a sidewalk where your directed to walk
so why try to outshine me
this wasnt an allstar game but yet a special bond
forever isnt so long now is it?