flowing wit da flow

okaye so i LAST LEFT YALL when i was in a dilema....

between not one... not two... BUT three guys....

yes yes... okaye lets just say... one guy is out ....

so now its two... im not CHOOSING anyone...

im just letting whatever happens, happens...

theres no more lld... were just gonna be friends

idt i could be with him...

i been spending alot of time with 40 =]

& i have to say hes leaving me GOOD IMPRESSIONS

he's trying this time....

he wants me....

he's proving his love.. which is good...

its what i wanted...

he even wrote me a poem =] {shocker yes i kno...}

thugs write poems? i guess so huh lmao

he sings to me hahahha... even tho he cant sing its cute..

sumtimes it sounds good, i guess it depends on da song

mayb me & 40 could have sumthin FINALLY

he say we go out... so i guess hahahaha

he's going to meet SOME of the fam nxt weekend... WISH ME LUCK lol

he wants to be my valentine... hopefully it turns out good

cuz last year was horrible so horrible i dnt even wanna think bout it

the _bottom_line_is_HE_SHOWS_ME_LOVE....

i guess he really does love me

okaye now.. [JAY E]

has called twice....

its been a lil rocky

but he finally admitted to missing me

he jus wants me happy

& wishes me the best...

i want him back

but then again i dont

i jus gon have to see wat happens

i miss him tho

i miss talkin to him all day & nite

he said he loved me

which is good cuz i havent heard that in three weeks

that made my heart smile

i hope he doesnt wait til its too late

cuz if dis was a race

40 would be in da lead

but u kno itz not about speed

jus like da tourtise & the hare

who won???

letz see THE TOURTISE...

but then again there both

the tourtise in sum way

jay e realzied how REAL mah feelings were faster den 40

40 is finally coming along & jay e is missing out

so hmmm who know's what'll happen

why cant i just have both of em

well besides dem not going to let dat happen
& it being wrong lmao damn

but yea datz an update on mah love life...