update 1/18/2009

after talkin to mah bestfriend; who happens to be HEARTBROKEN
ive decided::::::::
that ima jus go w. da flow
ill see who really cares & whos willing to put up with me
cuz im not givin a fuck no more
itz deal with me or get to fuckin stepin
ima BITCH!
yes yes
beautiful-intelligent-talented-character-[wit] heart
yes yes i made dat up mah self =]
[APPLAUSE] lmao
ima stop lettin niggaz get to me
if dey wanna act stupid & leave me
well GOOD 4 dem cuz dey only makiN mah life easier
i aint gotta be mad & sad all da time
i aint gotta worry bout dem
i aint gotta hear dem fussin 4 no reason
& i aint gotta worry bout squeezin NOBODY into mah schedule
&&&& dey only makiN room 4 da next nigga 2 come iN mah life
i would say NIGGAZ AINT SHIT
but not all of em is like dat
sum r caring & understanding
so i cant put ALL niggaz n dat category
but any way...
datz an update to mah life
LOVE IS 4 SUCKAZ
& yes i fell 4 it plenty of times
is it wrong 4 me 2 wanna b loved & give mah love?
is it so hard 4 a niggaz 2 be faithful & keep it real?
is it wrong 4 me say watz on mah mind & say if i dnt feel rite?
is it so hard 4 a nigga 2 listen to his gurl & show compassion & emotion?